Thursday, August 17, 2006
I am sorry...
today...i felt really very bad. i have made my most trusted friend really ultra angry.. there is really no pt having deep grudges abt my sad life or wad.. i have ultimately disappoint my friend who not onli almost everyday console/cheer mi up keep mi acompany for many mths and days... i can really sense that he hates mi...for the reason that i irritated him with lots of complains abt my life and scarastic remarks abt stuffs around mi.. it seems that i treated him like a person which i can vent my anger on.. of cos he got sick and tired of my complains... i have really crossed his tolerance levl today..and made him real angry.. i m such a bastard.. supposedly to be only my problems but it jus affect others.. why should ppl care abt mi when i don even cherish the things or friends that is around mi -
"u can onli be happy when u wan to be happy" - thats wat my teacher say b4... as for mi...i realised my repeated complains abt life wun help at all.. it jus makes mi more sad.. honestly i hardly make any effort to make myself happy.. the greatest change in mi which i regret the most is actually my pessimistic character... really no more.. i will revert it to optimism no matter wad...
i sincerely apologised to my that friend... i hope u wun hate mi becos of what has happened.. its ok if u cant forgive mi.. i will be also ultra angry if i put myself in ur shoes..
i m really sorry..
Posted by wanderluster at 8/17/2006 11:29:00 PM