Monday, August 14, 2006
today was my unlucky day... i lost my fav *limited edition* loy fatt p.e. t shirt on the way home cos i hang it beside my bag...it dropped.. had to go back the long way to the bus stop to find it.. damm pissed and tiring.. (carrying my heavy bag in the process to and fro) i managed to find it at the bridge where i used to walk on..spent like 35 mins finding it..damm it...
in the morning, miss huang -my ct.. keep saying our class did very badly...quite true lar.. and quite unlucky too... most of my classmates 's parent have to see the subject heads on the meet-the-parent-session... damm suay.. some even nid to see the principal cos they did ultra badly.. damm unlucky sia.. actually i find wat my teacher said was true... "when u really wan something, u will definitely make/find/create time for it..." this theory applies to lots of things.. (like lets say if i m busy.. but i wish to watch stephanie sun concert..i will heck care no matter wad find time for it..) alot of my friends when asked to do sth keep saying "no time! where got time... " then in the end..they end up sleeping at home or caught doing meaningless stuff..from my experiences, tell them also no use.. they will still heck unless they really wan to do it. so no pt forcing though sometimes u may wan them to be enthu in something...
u can say that i m stupid... for i sometimes listen to my friends and help them in all ways... which i can actually heck care and jus bother my own business.. why? its all jus abt the attitude in treating others.. i believe if i treat other good one day...the other will treat mi good also..( ...although it is like so seldomly happened...alot of ppl treat mi like shit! wa kaoz...) i hate ppl who made use of mi... do this do that..and jus say a "thank you goodbye" thats it! i somehow can sense the other person..trying to think that "haha! seng yong is so stupid... do so much"..totally insincere and not show any appreaciation...
then when i try to heck one time... ppl will say things like
A "ok fine! u good... treat mi like tat rite! i pay u double next time..." totally took mi for granted.. as if it is compulsory for mi to help them do things like dat.. instead of saying
B "nvm, its ok..i try to find other ppl's help" most if the time ..
A is actually what i hear most from others... as for
B.. i don even remember when is the last time ppl can actually say that..
crap lar.. life screwed up... nid to screwed it back down...
Posted by wanderluster at 8/14/2006 11:42:00 PM